this is love

Mr.boyfie is soo busy lately. at times, i rase hurmmm...maybe he has changed. we used to be out few days in a week.
- play tennis
- lepak at our fav old town white coffee bangsarII
- watch movie
- dinner
- mall
- somewhere over d rainbow~
- to receive his call now.very rarely.
- bbm,ok ok lah.

This little little thing sometimes disrupt me.
Is he changing? slowly changing?
i dont know.
But never mind... let him work hard for a better future i guess. :)
Chill ema!

In times like this, he suddenly gave me this beautiful poem. as if he know wat was in my mind.

Sayang..
Meski mulut tidak melafazkan,
Zahir tidak menyatakan,
Awak slalu dalam ingatan..


Walau terkadang terlupa lantaran kerja,
Terlewat dalam berjanji,
Terlanjur dalam berkata,
Diri ini selalu merinduimu..
Hati ini tak pernah jemu menyayangi..
Tidak pernah sedetik jantung ini
berdegup tanpa memikirkan dirimu..
Wajahmu slalu ku terbayang..
Malam dan siang..
Hanya kau di hati..
Sampai nafas b terhenti.. <3 <3 <3  

Malaysia vs Arsenal

Malaysia vs Arsenal 
thanks to mr. boyfie who purchased the tix! it was a total fun yaww! :)
tapi malangnya, Malaysia kalah 4-0 kpd Arsenal. Harimau Malaya does not perform that well i can say.
lemau semacam je.
nevermind.
as long as i got to watch d game for real!
mcm2 feil.
papepun bangga sebagai rakyat Malaysia :)

Malaysia vs Liverpool
I watched the game at opah's house.
Geram giler coz Msia performed so badly.esp. Fahmi! wat happen to you??
adoiittt! geramm sesangat lah! defend pun mcm sotong.
papepun it was a good game compare to d first one.(with arsenal)
Liverpool won by 6-3.


Malaysia vs Chelsea
Hoping that Malaysia can perform better! :)
Go go go Malaysia!

love from Tanjong Jara Terengganu!

There are sooo much to say soo much to share and sooo much to reminisce~!

One word...SUPERB!!!

6 of us, ME,FADLY,IZNIE,ACAP,SARAH&AMAI went to Tanjong Jara for a short break.sweet escape bebeh! (10 June-12 June 2011) Alhamdulillah, everything went well, we all selamat pergi and pulang. thanks alot to our heroes, Acap n Mr. Fadly! :)

We all bertolak agak lewat seperti yg dijangka. Siap singgah supper di Wangsa Maju before heading to Tanjong Jara. Depart around 1 am plus  n sampai around 6 am plus klu tak silap. Masuk bilik je, we all like waaaaaaaaaaa......damn nice mannn! romantika di amor gitue! hehe...Bumbung room was fantastic! beyond our expectation. after exploring, den we all went down to Di Atas Sungei to have our breakfast! d lady who served us was sooo cerek! siap nak check no bilik and all. wat de...! siap kene surcharge RM80.00 hoo okkk... dayumm! papepun, our breakfast scenery was so deadly beautiful!! with d sun, d sungei, d pokok kelapa d sound and the beach! perghhh...soothing!

After perut full, we all go jalan2. only d gals and d beach and d buaian. ahhh...so relaxing! each of us got to catch a moment of 'alone' ! niceyyy... ketenangan yg xdapat digambarkan! :)
after everyone has turned tanned alil bit, we head back to bumbung and get our beauty shower. dah siap cantek2, d guys pick us up and we all meronda satu Dungun mencari makanan. last2 jumpe nasi kukus ayam nearby d beach. d taste was ok coz it couldn't beat kg kerinchi or tmn melati punyer nasi kukus! :D. ohh plus...ade kucing ekor geli yg i sgt xleh tahan! ekor die panjang kurus and den tb2 byk lak kucing2 dok mengendeng near our table! aduhhhh...makan dlm kegelian ok! :(

After dh konyang, we all head to UiTM Dungun! lawat ika plus iznie nak bagi brg2 ckit. nice place i can say. memang betul2 tempat study. semua org naik beskal n dekat ngan pantai lak tu. sempat mengintai bilik ika and yea..similar like alang's room at sabak bernam dulu cume ika nye kecik ckit.
When it is time for us to go home, got dis one 'senior' la kot, pandang we all mcm nak baham! sgt menjengkelkan yer! klu nak jeles ke hape ke xyah arr pepandang mcm tu! all of us geram je tgk! but we couldnt do much.

abes anta ika, our next activity was at tepi pantai! we bought alot of mknn petang org tganu : kopok lekor, pari goreng, and semua yg goreng2..hehe...den we snap..snap..snapp... photos at the beach near UiTM. we even saw people beromen di petang yg rembang! hahaha...done with camwhoring (not yet actually) we head back to tanjong jara. we changed n we excitedly went to tanjong jara private beach. wooohooooo! best3! d guys and iznie jump into the sea..me, sarah and amai tak mandi coz malas plus i period n mak tak bagi. :( we played Frisbee and it was a total fun! tepi pantai,gelak2,suka2,lari2 gedik..ahhhh...wat a nice moment! suddenly, the cloud turns gloomy den ujan turun but who cares...we all continue playing and after a while baru stop. we lepak under the gazebo chitchatting about lotsa things!. sambung lagi makan kopok2 and all accompanied with beautiful scenery in front of us. greattttt!

masuk maghrib, we all naik bilik n gilir2 mandi including d guys. by the time sume dh wangi, it already 8pm. so we watched Berita together by laying down n cuddling each other (d gals laa...) that night lak, kebetulan ade football game between Terengganu and Kelantan. so ape lagi..we all stay in d room and watch d game! Everyone excitedly cheering d tganu team! sume emo terlebey kottt...hahahaha... n i think d whole Tanjong Jara dgr we all menjerit! dayummm! we notice dis when we were out for dinner. ye la, kan tempat romantik, mane la ade org jerit2. jerit2 manja adalah! auuwww... ;) sume dh takut2, takut kene marah! hehe..funny but cute.
that night, we all makan kat tepi pantai. quite ok lah..xde pape yg special pun..tapiiii....masyaAllah, banyak nye kucing! adehhh...den lomah betui bab kucing2 ni.. :(

esoknya... *masa sgt cemburu dgn kami! :( *
walaupun bangun agak lewat, n check out lambat, kami tetap sempat meninjau kawasan resort yg sgt cun melecun tahap raja! p tangkap gambaq sana sini and berposing sakan. sgt syiokkk! acap la mangsa si photographer kami but gambar2 yang die tangkap,Ya Allah! sgt cantek! nahh...lihat di sini : 
http://asyrafrazif.blogspot.com/2011/06/blog-post_15.html
klu sesiapa nak cari wedding photographer ke,event photographer ke,roger2 jer cik abang ni. :)
btw, kat terengganu ni, sarapan pagi diorg yg special adalah nasi dagang. by the time abes posing pun dekat tengahari. mane la nak ade nasi dagang kan? bak kate fadly ismail "awak,kat KL klu tghri nasi lemak pun org dh xjual tau! ni kan pulak nasi dagang kat ganu ni." hmmm...sentap. tapi i insist jugak nak cari nasi dagang. mane tau ade rezeki! :)
round punyer round punyer round, at first diorg dh putus asa dah,so nak singgah mane2 kedai tuk mkn tengahari since perut pun dh berdondang sayang. den singgah dis one kedai name Pink House D'Patta (sini pun ade kucing!). n guess wat? nasi dagang dh abes. so sad :( end up we makan je sotong grg,kopok lekor n all d grg2. i suker gilerrr sambal cicah die! ada umpphhh! dlm hati still nak jugak nasi dagang tganu, so i p la tanye makcik kat pink house tu. die cakap "cube adik p depan ckit, dekat dgn damai pantai" *bile dgr je,hati terus berbunga2 riang!* hopefully betul2 ada. after abes makan all d gorengs, we all head to damai pantai. sampai je i cepat2 turun kete n p tinjau n yesssss! nasi dagang maseh ada di waktu tengahari. :))) booo statement org tu! ;p usaha pasti berjaya janji niat ikhlas ;)

n guess wattt??? nasi dagang die terbaekkk wooo! sedappp! kari pekat! kami dok makan di bawah pohon rendang lak tu sambil angin bertiup sepoi2 bahasa..acheewahhh...lame gak kami lepak sambil berborak2 manja. :D seronokkk! rase tenang n rilek je disamping org2 yg saye sayang.amat! tapi xbestnye sebab ade banyak kucing gak! wuaaaa~ :(
owhhh! papepun kami sempat berposing sakan(as usual) di lalang2 padi n also di tepi pantai damai. indahhh..... :)
perjalanan ke terengganu hampir ke penghujungnya....

mcm biase, xsah klu x beli ole2 terengganu kan? so we all singgah kat Keropok Sri Sura. whooaa...ramai gak org! saye sorang je yg memborong,yg lain enggak mahu. abes memborong, tiba masanya kami meninggalkan dungun. sedih laaa time tu.... huuuu... setiap permulaan ada penghujungnya kan? tapi...tapi...sambil menuju highway,sempat gak la kami singgah di pasar temasik (borong lagi) den di pantai temasik (berposing sakan lagi dan lagi.... ) that was the last stop. kali ni betul2 menuju ke KL. it was around 7.30 pm mase we all bertolak dari temasik. owhhh! actually our last stop was at Kemaman! mr.boyfie lak borong kopok! n jelly kelapa! i pun borong gak lagi! hehehehe...ini lah saye. xpuas2 memborong. ;p

kali ni kami betul2 odw homeeyyy! bismillah...
we all nyanyi2,dgr lagu best2 sambil minda masing2 maseh lagi melekat dgn memori tanjong jara (i bet! kan?) rase takknakkk balikkk! betul! ngehhh...xlame lepas tu sorang sorang hanyut dibuai mimpi indah~
saye je liat tido coz mr.boyfie drive us home,so cian lak kat die in case he need anything.
ehhh! last stop was R&R Termeloh lah! aiseyyy.... yep! we singgah to regang2kan otot jap. hehe...owhhh! guess wattt?! i got to ate my favorite ikan paten masak tempoyak! yummmyyy! heaven! sedapppp! lomak manis eh~   :)

alhamdulillah.....
mr.boyfie drive agak laju gak la coz we all sampai quite early. beberape minit je! ahaks! i can say around 3 hour plus? (counting from kemaman la..)
everyone was sooo tired but i bet tired with satisfaction! :)a little escapism in a little time. fuhhhh....lega coz vacation impian yg byk kali ditunda,digubal,dipinda akhirnya menjadi kenyataan.
everyone are looking forward for the next trip! am sure dis time around we plan to go a little far away.... insyaAllah. Paris? New York? Perth? Krabi? Jakarta? Vietnam? Phuket? Hong Kong? Kolkata? Colombo? here we comeeeeee........ verangan amat! hahahahahhaaa.... tapi siapa tahu?! suatu hari nanti..insyaAllah...

Memori indah........
thanks korang coz sudi luangkan ckit masa tuk tanjong jara!
thanks to d guys who r willing to accompanied us! without u guys bende ni xkan jadi!
simpan setiap kenangan baik2. nanti kite create kenangan yg lebih indah lagi ye.
gambar2.klu boleh nak cuci semua! agak2 ade tak cecah 1000 pictures acap? hahaha

love u.love u all.love each of u alot!



Psst : post ni dah pending like sooo many time coz ketiadaan masa. tapi saya sgt mengingati setiap perkara yg berlaku antara kita dan tanjong jara. setiap saat yang amat indah. :)

perfectly gorgeous!

Angan2 yang PERTAMA   :)

I sooo want this! 

or this!

Angan2 yang KEDUA   :)

Want dis too!

Or dis one!

Or maybe dis one! 

fuhhh...geram bila tgk!

Mengharapkan angan2 menjadi kenyataan.

Berangan tak salah kan?

Mane lah tau suatu hari nanti dimakbulkan Tuhan.

Aminn....

satu angan yang amat pasti...nak kawen! hahahahaha....

turn back time?

Today punye Hotfm topic is putar kembali masa.Apa pendengar nak buat and nak kembali pada masa bila.
Dengar topic tu minda terus berputar ligat ke masa silam. searching for that one moment i wish i cud turn back time. after minda dh penat berfikir dan mengingat...i came to d point dat...there's none! erkkk...pelik tapi benar.
let me share with u y...

Masa kecik
- i dijaga oleh opah. i stay at gombak and grew up there. i even called opah, mak. i was a happy lil kid yg tembam n manja dgn opah. nothing to grudge on. :) plus during that time, there's only my kakak,me n my parents.
still remember bile dgr bunyi motor ayah dari jauh i will like "yey yey ayah balik! yey yey ayah balik!' sounded so typical kan but dats what make me so cheerful! i jump, i clap,i smile. moderate living,less intense i can say.
still remember all of us naik motor ramai2 n i akan berebut ngan my kakak nak duk depan tapi slalu kene dok tgh2 antara ayah n mak den peluk ayah kuat2. (mcm dlm iklan tv tu..ngehhngehh...) kdg2 kene pakai topi keledar yg besar tu..buruk amat rupenye..haha
still remember when mak dh siap masak kat dapur, ayah akan panggil me n my kakak buat chain keretapi den ayah lead us to have our happy dinner sambil tu ayah akan nyanyi.
still remember masa kecik ayah n pak yang akan angkat me n geselkan kat minggut yg super tajam tu. i will like ketawa geli n jerit nak turun.
Dan banyak lagi momen2 indah yg xdpt nak digambarkan. :)

Masa sekolah
- paling liat nak bangun pagi. cian mak seksa nak kejut me. hehe... slalu bawak bekal g tadika agama. :) n agak comot la dulu2 dengan tudung senget. hahaha ..kat sek rendah, paling best! me as discipline prefect! dulu saye sangat garang yg macam mane tah! dengan  uniform skirt coklat, buku nota kecil dan pen di tgn sentiasa, meronda sekolah mcm pegawai. cewahhh.. time tu sgt famos coz junior byk nak jdkan i petsista.. most of them r chinese.. surat lipat2 tu, tiap2 hari org smpikan. hehe..
still remember betapa bangganya tatap wajah di board pegawas coz muka ni adalah antara yg teratas.
still remember i have dis garang character sampai kan parents dtg sekolah ngadu kat cikgu.
still remember i walk n run n check everywhere wen teachers r on meeting, class xde cikgu n perhimpunan.
still remember bile kene buat spot check! best2! ngehhngehh...
still remember my close fren, syeera (Dr. Masyeerah skang) bergado dgn i sebab i rapat dgn org lain. so kiddy we r during that time. hehe
still remember our batch is d most awesome one!
Masa sek. menengah, best jugak! form 1 and form 2 i was elected as the ketua tingkatan n penolong ketua tingkatan. my closest partner during that time was jayne michelle gomes. she is fun to be with and we always eying for this one cool prefect we called snuffles! hahaha...funny! she got this character that catches our attention. meow meow...
form 3,4 and 5 jayne no more coz she changed school. :( she went to taiping covent school if im not mistaken
i actively joined marching squad and we've won like every single year! paling pround wen i was in form 5,they've selected me to be d squad leader and we've won! yeaaaahaaaa! cant describe how happy i am!
still remember me n mimi ngantuk dlm class. dat was soo funny ok. dah la dok depan tapi tersengguk2..hahaha
still remember i kene denda cuci toilet cikgu coz dtg lambat.
still remember mknn yg best2 kat kantin sekolah.
still remember kene naik bus awam g sekolah.
still remember school anthem yg mmg best n lain dr yg lain.
still remember kene lumba lari n i lari xbrape nak kuat. hahaha
still remember time jadi pengawas yg cool!
still remember everything happily!
i enjoyed every bit of it! :)

Masa dh besa ckit
- ayah nak sgt saye jadi doktor sampaikan ayah naik p kementerian mintak masukkan ke matrik. akhirnya dapat la ke matrik kulim kedah. (yikess..xsuke so im kinda nottie student kat sane with my close fren aida since both of us from assunta n both of us were soo rebellious! haha) Aida dh jadi doktor jugak skang. papepun nakal2 saye, tetap dilantik jadi ketua dorm.pewittt! dorm saye paling outstanding ok. hahaha
still remember me n aida jogging n lepak kat padang n sume budak laki pandang semacam.
still remember saye lead utk koir performance and budak laki ejek.
still remember saye byk peminat sebenarnye..haha
still remember nyorok diam2 dlm dorm xnak p kuliah agama every khamis.
still remember kene splash dengan air merah time birthday.
still remember kerepek yg best pakcik kantin jual!
n paling remember got dis one day, pukul 2 pagi my geng and d boys jumpe, just to celebrate our fren birthday.ktorg men2 air,simbah2 and calit2 kek. tb2 dang! woit!!!!!!!!!! suara kasar and garang warden! abes....paling kesian d boys coz warden bantai diorg depan2 ktorg..mmg time tu muke warden kalah singa bergaduh!  :( scaryyy.
agaknye saye nakal sgt kot and blaja xikhlas, tu yg result kat kolej xgempak walau studi dah bertubi2! sorry ayah.
ohh another memory i remembered, b4 dis dpt tawaran msk masscomm tapi ayah xbagi :(  den mase kat kolej saye p isi borang senyap2, submit den alhamdulillah ditawarkan sekali lagi! and whoaaa...here i am now with my masscomm degree. :)

Masa dh besa lagi ckit
- afta dpt msk uitm punye la hati sgt kecewa sbb kecewakan ayah coz impian utk si anak jadi doctor tak kesampaian, so saye amat2 berazam nk tunjuk pada ayah yg saye boleh berjaya dgn course masscomm ni. rase semangat yg tah mcmne tah time tu.. first sem diploma punye la frust gile 0.5 to reach 3.5 in order to get dean list. sooo so sad. but den dgn iltizam yg membara di dlm hati..papp..papp..pappp! since afta 2nd semester diploma sampai la ke part 6 degree. alhamdulillah sgt2 coz xpenah miss dean's award. everytime tunjuk ayah sijil dean award tu ayah tersenyum, bangga. ahhh...gembira rasa hati xterkira. ayah siap kate nk simpankan sijil2 tu. :) n sampai lah dianugerahkan vice chancellor award back in 2010. alhamdulillah...syukur sgt2! hanya Allah yg tahu betapa bangganya saya dpt mengembira dan membanggakan mak ayah.. sobb..sobb...
ohh! still remember betapa ralitnya bercinta masa diploma hingga degree.friends n lecturers sume dh kenal kami sebagai couple. siap dpt anugerah best couple mase graduation night. hahaha...dayumm! hampir 4 tahun bercinta tapi malangnya tak smpi ke akhirnya. xkemana pun.semua janji2nya palsu! semua kata2nya nista. semua perbuatannya mengecewakan. lelaki mcmni sgt kejam! TAPI. after broke up tu i always believe in this phrase.. 'he love me but he's not in love with me' so i told myself, why i shud be with someone who is not in love with me?? from there i got up,walk straight and leave all of it behind. i've read dis one good motivational book n tadda! saye berazam utk berhenti menangis,bangun n senyum! sentiasa. everywhere i go i smile to people (esp mase keje kat ALDO) smpikan ade yg pelik tgk i senyum srg2. i set a target to be free from love for a year. sebab putus cinta itu amat menyakitkan.

Sekarang
-setiap yg terjadi ada hikmahnya. yes, Allah Maha Berkuasa. saya dipertemukan dgn seorg lelaki yang jauhhhhh lebih baik. alhamdulillah. hingga ke saat ini kami maseh gembira bersama. gonna be 2 years soon! :)
walaupun org berkata antara kami mcm bumi n langit, mcm xsepadan tapi bagi saya, bumi xkan sempurna tanpa langit dan langit xkan ceria tanpa bumi. kami amat berbeza tapi kami saling melengkapi. dia menjaga saya dengan sebaiknya. saya xkan sesat dlm perjalanan hidup ini kerna saya tahu dia akan cari saya sampai jumpa.itu pasti. i just love him! insyaAllah mengharapkan jodoh kami kekal hingga ke akhirnya kerna kita tak tahu sampai bila kita akan bernafas, sampai bila kita akan bersama,sampai bila  kita akan bahagia. adakah betul dia jodoh saya? ataupun tidak? itu semuanya kerja Tuhan. kan?
Satu perkara lagi, saya juga bersyukur mendapat hikmah yg paling besar. impian saya nak belajar ke oversea xkesampaian dulu. bayangkan punye la excited mase lecturer tawarkan utk p practical kat aussie! (Tuhan yang tahu betapa gembiranya hati ini! impian saya yg satu!-nak belajar kat oversea!) Malangnya tawaran ke luar negara tu bukan utk saya. :'( kwn2 yg lain sume dh excited nak terbang ke negara idaman masing2. tapi saya tak. :(  got this one time mase dean award ceremony, they showed videos from these practical students who  was so fortunate to go abroad and i just dont know y, tears drop! ohh man...how i wish i cud be one of them! abroad. awww... :"( terus lari p toilet takut org nampak tangesan yg maha buruk tu.
Since dh xde tempat practical, akhirnya saya terpaksa hantar resume ke syarikat tempatan : Maxis,MCMC n Sime Darby. Alhamdulillah ketiga2nya menawarkan tempat practical tapi saya memilih Sime Darby. bermula lah cerita kerjaya saya hinggalah ke saat ini. sudah pun memegang jawatan idaman - Corporate Relations Executive di syarikat GLC yg gah ini. kerjaya impian saya-public relations/corporate world. :) dan saya bersyukur dpt buat kerja2 yg saya suka, dpt kwn2 kerja yg tiada hasad dengki, dpt bertemu dari sekecil2 security guard sampailah sebesar2 pemimpin negara antaranya menteri2,datuk2 bandar, ambassador2, CEO2 terhebat dunia,PR2 yg berkaliber, Pengarah2 yg berkarisma, Sultan dan paling bertuah, bertemu Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak. Berpeluang juga menulis surat2 rasmi  kepada beliau bagi pihak syarikat. *bangga amat!* ini lah dunia corporate yg saya suka. this is my passion. alhamdulillah saya bahagia seadanya.

Jadinya
-saya rasa tiada apa yg ingin saya putarkan masa untuk kembali ke zaman silam.
Tiada apa yg ingin saya ulangi dalam momen silam kehidupan saya.
Tiada apa yg ingin saya buang dalam momen silam kehidupan saya.
Tiada apa yg disesalkan dalam momen silam kehidupan saya.
Tiada apa.

Alhamdulillah ya Allah.

Cuma,
-saya inginkan diri saya yg lebih baik.
saya inginkan hajat saya tercapai.
saya inginkan kebahagiaan yg berkekalan.
saya inginkan yg terbaik untuk diri sendiri dan org2 yg saya syg.
InsyaAllah..

Bersyukur dengan kehidupan ini. :)

Maybank Malaysian Open 2011 (MMO)

heyyyhoo...

As everyone knows, Maybank Malaysian Open 2011 has closed it curtain for this year. I can say it was such a better one compare to last year. The line up was superb and the event itself received a spectacular memento!
d Kinder Boy, Matteo Manessaro won d champion title. woohoo..congrats to him!
Me???
i won satisfaction! hahaha... for us, we have to manage and coordinate our Chairman's Lounge since we r the Official Host Venue for the tournament which took place at Kuala Lumpur Golf & Country Club (KLGCC).
it is such a havoc esp preparation wise. i have to draft invitation letter, prepare d propose VIP names, distribution of passes, VIP parking, MMO collaterals, layout n artwork, liaise with d agency and d list goes onnn...n onnn...
But!
eventho it is sooo tensed, i take it as a learning process. :) think positive!
(kaunter ngadu 247 is my mr.lovely! cian die..heee...)
So.
Dont wanna talk much. will let ur eyes watch my moments during MMO2011. :)

 Registration Counter 

On Duty 

Ushered Datin somethg somethg

Ushered Dato' Raja Nong Chik to our lounge (Federal Territory Minister)

 d team

Threesome awesome!

Ushered Dato Shabery Chik (Sports Minister)

Ushered Sultan Perak, Sultan Azlan Shah

Caakkk!

Sultan Azlan Shah gave me caramel sweet :)

  CCD Team...Done!

:)

MMO 2012! cant wait for ya! LOL! ;p

teringin

nak kumpul duit!

nak beli 2 barang yg saye teringin sgt! :D

moga2 keinginan tercapai.

amin...