dear true friends...

 "A true friend stabs you in the front"

by Oscar Wilde

Had thought of this quite frequent. i hardly have real true friends except my sayangs and my assuntarian peers. i just love them and i just love for whom they are. they dont have to be party animal, little rascal, social butterfly, intellectualist, sweet sweet honeybee or drama queen. it is just THEM.

i'm glad i've discovered them long time ago and slowly we become mutual.

Surely did, bad things happened, hatred feelings, cat fight or childness attitude among us but still the bond is there. 

farewell to those feary moments, sadness, hanky panky and sinister feelings. 

please...please...please...  

i love our friendship. becoz of little fight, 5 years of friendship being dump in a trice.

this is soo saddening. frustrating. worrying.

i know, LOTS of things happen around/between us/among u guys but please reminisce back all the memories and please walk away yourself from this destroying unwanted ship.

i wish i could have this magic fairystick to do the *ting! tadda...everything back to normal and we r together forever without all those scary past moment shared.

life will be endlessly struggle with full of frustrations and challenges. so please dont get yourself stranded.

the choice is yours.

1st time :  kesatria recruits that we hated so much! remember all d memories?

love u.all.alot.

Psst : love.u.only.alot. :)

erkkhemm..

coughing

coughing

coughing

coughing like crazy.

sakit tekak n sesak dada.asyik batuk je..

dah seminggu lebih.

Ya Allah, cepat2 la baik.nak pose.

:(

 

Psst : jeles tgk awak cepat noo baek dari demam n batuk. uhh..

Zanna & Yan ... happily ever after...

DONE! SELAMATTT!
Alhamdulillah...semuanya telah berjalan dengan sempurna seperti yang dirancang...
Mak su@wancu saye sudah selamat diijabkabulkan dengan pasangan hatinya, abg yan, skang kene panggil Pak chu yan (seriously xbiase) tapi akan cube.. teehee
hati saye sangat tersentuh dan kami menitiskan airmata saat wancu sah menjadi isteri. sangat touching. :(

Semoga selamat menjalani alam rumah tangga, dapat cahaya mata yang sehat dan sempurna serta berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat...amennn...

kamar pengantin yg simple tapi cantek

hantaran untuk pihak lelaki

wancu sedang di solek oleh kak su (make up kak su sangat cantek & natural!)

pelamin yang sangat indah...ramai puji.. :)

sempat lagi tuuu..heee

saat-saat melafazkan ijabkabul..moment to be remember...

memakaikan gelang untuk si isteri...

kucupan pertama buat isteri tercinta..sweet~

                                     

bakal abang ipar.. cewahhh...

pasangan ni? amik berkat ;)

sempat posing. hehehe

ezuan & adik yg sangat rajin. ye ke? hee

penuh tekun die...thanks yang!

sangat cantek kan? :)

dua wanita yang amat amat saye sayanggg! opah & mak...

momen ni sangat indah..dengan flower girl,red carpet... :)

pengapit (pempuan) yg xbertauliah...hahaha

people said we r twins. do we look a like?

family sebelah mak. ni aje. small family but happy,lovely & fun to be with! love them all!

kawan2 yg sudi hadir... thanks alot korang! mmmuahhhh!

makin kamceng nampak?? hurmmmm... ;)

kek yg cumel! dress yg sangat cantek!

raja sehari turun takhta. teehee

ape yg penting?! KERJASAMA! :)

acara buka hadiah. sangat banyak hadiah ye..best3! t kawen nak hadiah banyak2 jugak!

akhirnya....

bersatu jua kalian... love!

momen2 indah wancu & pak chu yan telah selesai dengan sempurna.

semoga Allah merahmati kalian.

bahagia selalu...

Psst : my dear, thanks for helping us with wancu's wedding. all ur effort r much appreciated...its like a bridge for u to get to know more about my family. hope it makes u feel like another part of us. thanks a zillion for everything. surely u r tired of all d workloads but i hope u enjoyed it!

about the 'sooo not great moment', im sorry...that time i was soo tired (u as well) so i(we) easily get moody thus that thing happened. now must figure out how to fix my kain...huhuuu...

The Art of Seeing by emmagrapher ;)

From nearly 400 shoots, only 4% of it i can say was OK. The rest, naahh..

but

i should give a pat on my back for trying & learning. hee

u need ur heart&mind into it so that naturally d shoot would be WELL DONE!

conclusion

ema perlukan kelas peralihan untuk mata pelajaran Photography. tettt! haha

Thanks encek zahari zakaria, awak buat saye menjadi buruan puluhan lensa camera seketika. uhhh..

Model yg xserupa model.hahaha

few pics stolen from few amateur photographers without any editing ya. *clap* to them!

:)

Psst : sorry for being too clumsy yesterday nite. btw LBS sangat best! thanksssss! =)

tak salah kan?

last sunday i had  fun & a relaxing date with my love at subang parade.
we hang around and making fun of each other like no body cares.

we lepak at Dome sipped my fav drink-coffee! we ate our fav fish & chip as well. it was a lovely weekend i can say!

den of coz it is so me, sneaking out my eyes for some shopping galore.. pooff! i bought a wedges that i've been wanting soo much since last month! (eventho penny's drying up! hahaha)

search for father's day card and that night itself me n alang gave it to ayah. he's smiling while receiving it and seems like he's so happy eventho it is just a card. we salam and cium ayah...terharu rasenye...

owhh..nak cerita ckit...

while paying for d card, got this one man age around 40 was standing next to me, close to the counter. In front of it was a range of book "Najib, Beginning Of A Legacy". I glance through it and thought it is a good book to read. suddenly his son approach him and ask "Dad! Why are you reading that book?"
He look shocked and gelabah. he hurriedly put the book back at the rac and walk away. Funny isn't it?
I grinned and shake my head off.

salah ke orang cina berminat nak baca kisah najib? x salah kan?




Psst : thanks for the Letter to Prime Minister.

TAMMAT

arrrggghhhhhhh....rase cam nak nanges je! my heart skipped! I'm flattered! overwhelmed. tremendously happy!
hanya Tuhan saje yg tahu perasaan ni. jantung dok dup dap dup dap dup dap...sebab gembira sangat!

tadi baru je check result. Alhamdulillah...dapat la merasa selempang bila convo nanti. :)

segala usaha selama 4 tahun lebih sudah di pengakhiran. macam xcaye je...segala penat lelah, dugaan yang maha hebat dan semua pengalaman pahit manis akhirnya berbaloi. bile ingat2 balik, tersenyum sendirian,bergenang pun ade.

ini la kot hikmahnya.

As i told my bf, now aiming for 3 things!

1) work as hard as i could,perform as best as i could and try to be close to perfect in order to gain a perfect living for myself & family.
2) getting marry with d one i love n d one who love me.alot.sincerely.
3) further my Master sumwhere across the world. This is my dream since school n i hope one day i can fullfill this. InsyaAllah..

I noe, climbing up d ladder of success needs alot of courage and determination. InsyaAllah, usaha tangga kejayaan dan sentiasa ikhlas dalam ape pun. itu prinsip saya.

saya sudah TAMAT.END.FINISH.COMPLETE.DONE. both Diploma in Mass Communication & Bachelor Degree in Mass Communication (Hons) Public Relations. Now attached under Corporate Communications, Sime Darby Property circled with lovely family, lovely man, lovely friends & lovely colleague.

CONVO... cepatlah datang! :)




Psst : another hikmah that God has gave me is u.

hatinya kacak

i got this message last nite. it sounded like this :

" i do realize im not d kind of man girls dreamt of..but what i noe 4 sure dat my luv is only 4 u..permandangan terindah dari kaca mata seorang lelaki yg amat memerlukan cinta sejati..i'll prove 2 u dat good  looks doesnt promise happiness..but a guy dat brings happiness into ur life, will look good in ur eyes.. "

it'd really touched my heart. alhamdulillah...i met a great guy n he make me happy all d time. yes, he might not be d prince of every girls dream of ... kacak,handsome,tampan n watsoever dat a gal can name it but he is the prince of a girl name ema fadilah ahmad. hoping that this relationship remain forever with Allah blessing and of coz our parents blessing as well.

i like this one :

" Tak perlu mencari teman secantik balqis
andai diri tak sehebat sulaiman
mengapa mengharap teman setampan Yusuf
jika kasih tak setulus Zulaikha
Tak perlu mencari teman seteguh Ibrahim
andai diri tak sekuat hajar
mengapa didamba teman hidup sesempurna Rasulullah S.A.W.
jika ada keburukan pada dirimu "

and this :

" Anda tidak mencintai seseorang kerana dia cantik atau tampan.
Mereka cantik atau tampan kerana anda mencintai dia... "

and this :

" Perempuan baik hanya untuk lelaki yang baik & vice versa... "

 
Psst : tidur dalam senyuman... :)